What do you do when the people you thought loved you that you thought believed in you, supported you, and really truly gave a damn about you…start turning against you? What do you do, when those that are closest to you start feeling as though they are miles away and can’t even be bothered to open their mouths and communicate even the simplest of thoughts to you or the tiny pinch of feelings thrown in your direction. How can it be so much effort to them that it isn’t worth it? How it can be not worth it? How can you not be worth it? How can they not see what they are doing to you? To your relationship with them, to you two as a unit, as a partnership as…a lifetime…
How can they not see what they are making crumble beneath them? And why don’t they want me to stop it?
"I'm a sink with an open drain. Anything you say to me, runs right out. There is no enough."